I got diagnosed with BPD 7 years ago. I didn’t know anything about it and no one to share my experiences with. I then fell pregnant the following year and suffered massively. I left an abusive relationship and got with my partner I am still with now. We welcomed our baby who is 3 now. About a year ago I made some friends in the extreme horror book community who have been helping me work out what’s going on. I need to get the help so I can be a better mummy but I’ve tried DBT, help books and I’m still struggling away