Living with an invisible chronic illness for the majority of my life. The only person who validates my suffering is my husband. I long to be creative and joyful but I no longer have the motivation. Looking for a part time job that won’t burn me out and cause a flair up like every other job I’ve had. My husband’s father died recently and we just got married. We need to find new housing. I’m 37 and never not known anxiety. Life feels so hard and scary right now.