I am a mother of two, who was beaten by her ex husband as well as emotion, mental, and financial abuse from him. I spent 25 years with him and am broken. I need to learn how to heal and react to situations without crying and yelling and just plain being mean to make others feel the way I do. I am a horrible person and want to make myself better for the man I am with now because he is a good man and he deserves it.