I'm diagnosed with Anxiety, Depression, ADHD, Borderline Personality Disorder and Sensory Processing Disorder. My wife left me a couple months ago. Since then, I've been lost and unsure of how to do life. What do you do when the person you committed your life to is just done? The world stops spinning. I can't explain the pain I hold. I'm trying to figure out a future on my own that I don't want and didn't choose. But, this is my life and I'm strong. I've trying to find my new whys- day by freaking day. The amount of loss I've had this year has debilitated me. I first lost my 13-year-old pitbull, Justice, that I raised since she was 10 weeks old. My wife first moved out and we were working on things and really communicating much better. Then she came to couple's therapy and said she wants a divorce. She hasn't filed yet. I have/had 2 step daughters- age 13 and almost 16. I lost my role as a wife, as a parent, I lost my best friend. My wife also took her cat Stormy. I love gardening and growing way too much food that I can give to people. That's the good that has driven me recently. I'm a huge reader, swimming is my love and a place of grounding. I have a dog-Mabel and a kitty Ginger. I also absolutely love skeletons. Everyone has their thing.