Since baby always sick. Mostly stomach bugs. Abandoned as a baby from parents to my grandparents and taken back when i was 3yo. Bulgarian, suffering from the Cold war national trauma. Bullied. Parents divorced. Dad has 0 empathy and emotional intelligence, got a new child and made me hide it. Mom was alcholic and had bpd (now i have bpd) and abused me and little sis. 25yo but age regression to 15. Psychology BA and MA. Now Education with special needs MA in process. Struggling to get to work because of my mental and physical health. Help