From childhood to adulthood, I could be the poster for the narcissists source of supply. The job has been difficult and painful, but now I'm seeing an unbelievable reward to all of it. I hope to encourage others going through their moments turning to Jesus for strength and direction. He truly does have the answers you are searching for. But, we can help each other now, in the mean times. Don't walk this path alone, because united together we become stronger and can fill this planet with peace and love. Loving each other and then loving the abuser, as much as we feel is possible.