70 yr old retired RN after I got laid off. Lost my friend to ALS, had to put my 11 yr old dog to sleep recently & my best friend neighbor for so many years just moved 65 miles away to be near her kids/grandkids. And now another friend of 30 yrs is moving to Bend where her daughter lives. I raised my grandkids for 12 yrs & now they are 24 & 21 and living 35 miles from me. I can't be bored. I have joined many groups up here & a board member of the Hoodland Senior Ctr. I have to figure out how to stop crying.