I have never really fit in with the majority. It has been my "calling" that has made me different. There are real friends and then there are associates. My goal is to be my authentic self, even if that means I am alone most of the time. I am a quiet,loner,whose mindset is different and I won't compromise my authenticity to be liked or to fit in. I'm 66yrs old and I am continuing to embrace my role as one who listens,validates and helps others become more self aware, so they can work towards their healing. I am on a quest towards my higher consciousness so I can live a more peaceful and empowered life. I have 4 adult grown kids and two granddaughters. My parents are passed,my oldest brother as well, and all my aunts and uncles except one. I have suffered from empty nest syndrome as I have been all alone away from my family for several years now. I have suffered from major depressive disorder,social anxiety and PTSD since my teenage years. I was given brutal forced treatment at 16 yrs old and I do not conform to the current Mental Health model. I live in Upstate NY. I was trained as a Peer Support Specialist in 2018 and I very much enjoy helping others. I had a TBI in 2014 and it has changed my life in many ways. I believe I am finally fulfilling my divine purpose. I struggle with isolation and extreme loneliness at times. I have come to realize the importance of self love,self compassion and the forgiveness of one's self and others. I'm living a more empowered life and I believe that everything we need is within us. I believe in the importance of self reflection,introspection,self awareness and doing inner child work. I also learned about attachment styles which has opened my eyes to why I am the way I am when it comes to my adult relationships. I don't want to just survive! My goal is to thrive! I want to help others believe that all things are possible if we believe and are willing to do the hard work and have a support system! I practice Mindfulness,Meditation and letting my inner child come out to play as often as possible.